I’ve been feeling so blah lately, and have no idea what’s up. I miss summer. I miss how everything was so clear, structured. I knew exactly what I’d be doing each day and there would rarely be any interruptions. Now I feel like I’m flying through an obstacle course with objects hitting me from every direction. Instead of a straight path, I’m forced to improvise and take the hits. And it’s not like it’s a once-in-a-blue-moon ordeal, it has turned into a constant. There is always something getting in the way. Before, I was focused; but now, my focus is disrupted with each hit. It’s definitely taking a toll on me. I wish I could just pause everything and go back to the way things were a few months ago. But I can’t. All I can do is try to find a new patch of solid ground to stand on, and move forward from there.
steph