I would like to share a story of mine in which I've went through from my love life.

I'm 20 this year and this disorder has made me lose some of the best relationships I had.Recently, we almost broke up with my boyfriend because he totally couldn't stand the fluctuation of my moods. At some point, I knew what I was feeling was wrong.. I struggled against the demon within, but futile.Years ago, I thought it was just the hormones from my puberty.. But not until recently when I was surfing the web and was reading the symptoms of Cyclothymia Disorder and realized I fulfilled almost all of the symptoms. We consulted a doctor, a part-time psychiatrist and asked me to join a therapy which we couldn't afford yet. so i'm stuck into taking my medication first.I'm feeling terrible right now, i might lose someone I love so much to something I can't help against.Sigh.