i wanna find myself.

i wanna know more about myself.

i wanna stop this feeling.

stop love for a while.

here we go again, i've been experiencing heartaches every December, and that suck isn't it? No Merry Christmas! No Happy new year! why is this happening to me? From now on, the best thing to do is to hope, to live, to smile and to be free. I love him but i must give him his freedom since thats what he want naman. I can't control his emotion, if he don't love me anymore, i can't do anything about it cause that's what his decision is. Enough! I wanna cool myself down, forget him for a while, focus to my studies, learn to live without his presence, ( i don't feel his presence anyway). I will let him think first whether he's gonna continue hurting me or be back and love me seriously. Duh!? blah! blah! blah! i'm confuse! i don't wanna think about him for now. Maybe, i'll be back soon. Gonna live alone! Find myself..