a way to new life (Friday, September 25, 2009 / 11:41 PM)
new blogskin new plates new thoughts new dreams new beggining a new way to end.
last night, a rainy night, the thunder shout at me. the lightning strikes me over my face. they were angry at me. that's why the sky cried because of me. i was very busy playing with plants vs. zombies, and trying to kill dr.zomboss, it was a success! and i'm happy. despite that happiness was a bloody thoughts. i dont wanna talk about it now. i dont wanna be judge as an emo one. i just wanna share to everyone that i gain dilemma everynight. why is it? oh God! it's making me damn emotional, so sentimental!!! okey then!! i love him. and im missing him to death, im sure you readers would understand right? he was just busy and busy and busy and busy! a second for me is not found in his schedule. my friends keep tellin' me to just understand and think positively.. im doing all their effing advices, but none of them worked. i now conclude, it's not easy to be serious when the other one is not feeling the same way as what you feel. it hurts!
steph