HINDER strikes at 99 (Tuesday, September 29, 2009 / 3:05 AM)
Is it necessary for our parents to judge, to choose and to force us whom we're gonna love? Is it necessary for them to tell us, the one we love is not meant for us? How could they try to discourage us? How could they tell us that we're happy if they're the one choosing what's best for us? How could they assure us our 100% happiness if they're the one trying to make us sad anyway. They we're just thinking of their own contentment, as long as they know what is best. They doesn't matter for our feelings. they don't understand!! they don't see us suffering from their own choices. They we're blinded by their own concern. they we're over protective and it's taking our freewill away from us. I HATE THAT!! i'm glad, my mom isn't like that. My mom understands me from head to toe. But my boyfriend's side is making me damn confused! Harry is yet a man, i'm not sure why his family so strict 'bout relationships. I couldn't accept the fact that his brother knew me, yet they couldn't accept us?? Why his sister confiscated his phone!! why his brother discouraged him for everything!! why they build barriers between us.. why they're taking my love away from me! sure enough, they loved. they experienced the same thing, but they're hurting us. they're hurting me. I'm waiting for the time called acceptance. When could it be? I'm wondering until when he's gonna fight for us. Well, there was his promise that he'll gonna love me more than i loved him. oh God!! I'm BELIEVING!!! but the truth is lying. i couldn't feel anything that had worked on about that promise. Sure indeed, promises is made of glass. promises is just a word full of lies..But God knows, despite the hurting reality, love conquers my life. no matter how much their efforts to fight against me.. i'll try to fight for my right. i'll fight for our freewill, for our happiness and fight for our love. because when HINDER strikes at 99, they could tell.. they're messing with the wrong person.
steph